it really gets too me, seeing all these people being depressed and suicidal. and the worst is that i know how it feels, cause i’ve been there countless times. from terrible nights, which i spent most time with crying and self harming, to struggling in school cause the only thought in my head was “just jump from that building” or “run in front of that car thats passing” and i never thought that i could get better at this point, but what i know now is that it can get better, you can get better, you can feel happiness again, believe it or not.
start to believe in yourself and the things you do, seek for help, i know it might seem impossible at the moment, but i believe in you. it might take some time but i promise you, you will get there one day and i will be so fucking proud of you for fighting for yourself and your happiness. you deserve all the happiness and love in the world.
just never forget that you’re not alone with this, there are people, even strangers like me, who care about you and your feelings and thoughts. let’s chase all these mean and ugly monsters in your head away, together. you’re not alone in this, i promise.
･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ I just want someone to pin me down and give me lots of hickeys and bruises and make me moan and scratch me up and totally dominate me. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧